*Pride-kun

Yeah I'm going to start doing them again... cause my mom has some bills to the point it'll be hard for her to pay for them so I decided to try and help her out.
Which means I'm doing this! And I'm also selling some of my stuff in a garage sale.


Prices:
Full color (of anything): 10$ Meaning absolutely anything! unless its like 10 people then I may charge extra ):;
Inked (of anything): 5$
Sketch (of anything): 1$
Comic 1 page: 5$ meaning fully inked with a little bit of shading

I know it's more expensive then my usual commission price but its to help out my mom... all the funds go to her to help her pay bills and such.
If you buy 2 Full Color pictures I'll draw a 3rd for free C:




Alphabet Quiz stolen from

The Letter A
Are you available?
No C:

What is your age?
17

What annoys you?
Flamers 0:<

The Letter B
Do you live in a big house?
no

When is your birthday?
October 12, 1990

Who is your best friend?


The Letter C
What's your favorite candy?
100 Grand

Who's your crush?
no one at the moment

When was the last time you cried?
a few months back

The Letter D
Do you daydream?
a ton

What's your favorite kind of dog?
husky

What day of the week is it?
Thursday

The Letter E
How do you like your eggs?
anyway

Have you ever been in the emergency room?
nope

What's the easiest thing ever to do?
breathe C:

The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?
twice... once as a baby and once to Texas that was hella fun

Do you use fly swatters?
most of the times I get the buggies with just a napkin and my fast reflexes 8D

Have you ever used a foghorn?
nope

The Letter G
Do you chew gum?
not really

Are you a giver or a taker?
giver... although if its pushed to me as an offer I take it xD

Do you like gummy candies?
gummy wormssss

The Letter H
How are you?
good...

What color is your hair?
brown

The Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream?
Blue Moon man.... I'd love some anytime

Have you ever ice skated?
no

Do you play an instrument?
I kinda play piano

The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean brand?
bertie botts every flavor beans

Do you wear jewellery?
No

The Letter K
Who do you want to kill?
my boyfriend's ex girlfriend ): bitch

Do you want kids?
Yes I want a boy and a girl

Where did you go for kindergarten?
Woodland Elementary School... place was too easy so I transferred

The Letter L
Are you laid back?
very...

Do you lie?
I try not to... like one time my mom came up to me and was like 'Why do you have so many absences in your gym class?!' and I just nonchalantly went 'I skipped' xD

The Letter M
Whats your favorite movie?
V for Vendetta, Sweeney Todd.... and anything by Hayao Miyazaki

Do you still watch Disney movies?
Yeah... I miss the fully drawn ones... digital gets boring ):

Do you like mangoes?
never had them? D:

The Letter N
Do you have a nickname?
Pride and Lily/Riri are my most common ones

What's your favorite number?
16

Do you prefer night over day?
hell fucking yes....

The Letter O
What's your one wish?
My one wish is that the world could make all people at least to the minimum standard of living

Are you an only child?
I got 2 brothers

The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about?
Failing at life

What are your pet peeves?
my biggest one is when my brother calls something a piece of junk... really all I think about is 'well you didn't earn that piece of equipment through working'

What's a personality trait you look for in people?
They make me laugh C:

The Letter Q
What's your favorite quote?
"Miss, you dropped your porn"


The Letter R
Do you think you're always right?
No... but when I am I try to fully support it

Are you one to cry?
Yes, really damn easy

The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain?
rain... somedays I just stand outside just to get drenched

Do you like snow?
yes, its beautiful when it covers the road and yard and then the sun comes out and makes it all sparkly

What's your favorite season?
Summer... no school and tons of freedom

The Letter T
What time is it?
3:04 a.m.

What time did you wake up?
1:15 p.m.

When was the last time you slept in a tent?
years ago

The Letter U
Are you wearing underwear?
yes

Underwear or boxers?
I actually would like to try on boxers sometimes...


The Letter V
What's the worst veggie?
spinach... I can't eat it in any way, shape, or form

Where do you want to go on vacation?
Japan... cause I want to see what it's really like

The Letter W
What's your worst habit?
biting my fingernails

Where do you live?
Burton, Michigan

What's your worst fear?
failing at life D:

The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?
yep!

Have you seen the x-games?
no

Do you own a xylophone?
no ):

The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?
as long as I'm not wearing it, or its not my wall color then yes I do

What's one thing you yearn for?
success

The Letter Z
What's your zodiac sign?
Western - Libra
Chinese - Horse

Do you believe in the zodiac?
Yep! Its rarely ever wrong with me

Favorite zoo animal?
ana-fucking-conda! they even let you pet them when they're small... *sqwee*

So yesterday at about 7 p.m. I went online shopping at this website called Blick Art Materials... and I browsed around the web looking for some of the best stuff... and I ended up buying only like 20$ worth of stuff but I spent like... 20 on shipping cause I wanted it here like NOW

T-Ruler 12" because I want straight manga frames
Sakura Micron pens in every size they had available (6 pens all together)
3 Vinyl MARS Erasers cause I heard they were awesome for everything
12 set 3 of each size blending stumps... I LOVE THOSE THINGS *fondle*


I'm also going to the store today and I'm going to buy myself mechanical pencils in .3, .5, .7, and .9 sizes.... thats right I'm doing manga in the real life! Which means scrap my first three pages of Embodied Death to be able to do them irl I'm going to practice using the sakura pens and then blending in the shades with maybe a little digital editing for tones and such.
If it doesn't work out too well on paper then I'll atleast be able to sketch out a storyboard and then continue it on the computer lol;;

And next this question thing:

10 x 10
Stolen from who stole it from who stole it from

10 questions. 10 answers for each. Enjoy.

I. Name 10 signifigant details about your life so far.

1. I likes to draw, go figure
2. I'm very close with my family
3. When I was younger I used to be deathly afraid of insects ((now I like to play with them lol 0: ))
4. Indiana Jones were my favorite movies while growing up
5. I couldn't watch horror movies because at night while I try to sleep I would imagine creepy things happening so I'd stay awake for hours just trying to clear my mind
6. I've moved 3 times in my life
7. I'm very afraid of change
8. 11 was when I first discovered porn
9. 6 is when I started drawing
10. 10 is when I discovered InuYasha and decided to draw animu

II. What are 10 things you can't live without?

1. drawing
2. tv
3. computer
4. internets
5. Ranu... *blush*
6. Friends
7. Family
8. humor
9. anime/manga
10. air

III. What are 10 things you want to accomplish in life?

1. Finish Embodied Death
2. animate something on Flash
3. go visit my closest friends
4. go to a major anime convention dressed as one of my characters... Zephyr would be my highest pick even though I'm like 5 inches shorter than he is >w<;
5. Get married
6. adopt a kid because I'm not into childbirth;;; I'm a wimp when it comes pain
7. Go to a vineyard and wine taste with my mom; YES I LOVE WINE
8. Get a group of friends together and go to random stores to reenact Sweeney Todd or something lol; People shopping at wal*mart and they hear Pirelli's Miracle Elixir while they're shopping XD
9. Live in New York near Ranu
10. get over my fear of change

VI. Name 10 Important traits about yourself

1. I'm optimistic
2. I have a really loooooooong fuse and I've really only gotten pissed off once...
3. I tend to make people bust a gut with the way I act
4. Very open-minded
5. I'm always calm in the sense that if someone blows up at me I don't blow up back I try to remain calm
6. I'm a very hard worker when I'm at work; when I'm at home I'm a lazy s.o.b.
7. I don't care what people think of me irl
8. my emotions are pretty much dead in real life but once I get online I kinda open myself up
9. the smallest of things said to me online hurt me whether I show it or not yesterday I was asked politely to stop drawing on someone's picture in AG because I was bsing and I said ok and immediately stopped and then she said 'I know you're trying to help but I didn't ask for it' or something like that and chest pains came... its not even a bad thing
10. I. am. BLUNT.

V. What are 10 quotes you like?

1. "YOU THINK THATS HARD? I'M JUST THE TUTORIAL LEVEL! THATS THE NEXT LEVEL OVER THERE!" - Awesome Gaiden
2. "GREY FOX!" - Metal Gear Awesome 2
3. "Hello? Yuh" - me; damn you Ashi and Tag D8<
4. "Here Miss, you dropped your porn" - Doujin Work
5. "They have pills for that kinda thing"
6. "Put your big girl panties on and deal with it"
7. "Serve the curve" <- Inside joke amongst my friends xD
8. "Zeeky Boogy Doog" - Demented Cartoon Movie
9. "ZA WARUDO"
10."Holy shiz" - I've said it in real life too lol

VI. What are 10 things about you that most people won't know

1. erhm... bi...
2. my dad slapped me when I was younger
3. I woke up early in the morning to my parents arguing
4. I've had thoughts of suicide
5. I use to be really quiet and shy
6. Meeting and talking to people use to be the hardest thing for me to do EVER
7. I'm actually really smart 130+ IQ I just don't do my homework
8. I did have sexual contact with another woman
9. I'm VERY torn up on the inside
10. I've developed this wierd condition where strenuous activity makes me get a MAJOR headache

VII. What are 10 songs that describe you?

1. "I Hate Everything About You" Three Days Grace
2. "My Guardian Angel" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (( I think thats it ))
3. "God Knows" from the Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
4. "Somewhere" by Within Temptation
5. "All About Us" by TATU
6. "Rainbows n' Stuff" by ICP
7. "Tourniquet" by Evanescence
8. "Pain" by Three Days Grace
9. Can't
10. Think

VIII. What are 10 things you love about yourself?

1. my skills
2. my personality
3. the optimism
4. and
5. thats
6. about
7. all
8. that
9. I
10. love

IX. What are 10 things you dislike about yourself?

1. my inability to remember things
2. the way I continually hurt people most of the time without meaning to
3. the fact that in irl I can't stand up for anyone through words
4. how violent I can become
5. That feeling of sickness I get when I'm away from home
6. my body *sometimes* other times I'm fine
7. how I shut everything inside from family
8. I can't talk right most of the time
9. My mind that makes out everyone in the world to be making fun of me
10. My fear of talking in front of people (( presenting in school ))

X. What are 10 things you would like to change about yourself and the world around you?

1. Taxing 16-18 year olds on job income because they don't have the right to vote on whose deciding what tax amount they pay
2. Gas prices
3. World Hunger
4. War
5. I'd like the world to be disease free
6. I wish I could be independent
7. Sometimes I wish my imagination would just STOP
8. The way I act
9. That a certain someone would take me seriously
10. That she could lose her problem

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It seems like fuuuuun *w*;

So I went to Ohio and got my job at Cedar Point and stuff I waited a whole damn week for my schedule, checked in 5 days straight and got NOTHING. Then when I decide to wait a few days... the few days I waited turned out to be days I had to work... I ended up missing 4 days of work.
But it's okay cause I got it all figured out and stuff and went to my first day of work. It was nice and everyone was really helpful and patient with me...
So I got to sleep that night and end up being woken up at about 5:15 a.m. to scratch my nose... suddenly I feel water come out... I wipe my nose and lo and behold it was BLEEDING... that was so fun. It covered both my hands, spilled onto my pillow, a little on the mattress, and even more into the paper towels I was using. So the next day I felt really sick but I couldn't call in cause no one ever gave me the phone number so I took the day off to get better. Next day I still didn't feel good and still didn't know the number and I was feeling depressed and homesick. So I called my mom, told her I quit and wanted to come back home.
I really couldn't stand being away from home... I guess I just get babied so badly that I need it there with me. All my friends are still down there though...
So that's it I stayed for 2 weeks before I cracked and came back home...

OH, I also bought a 'How to Draw Erotic Manga' Book... I was curious to see the pictures and I have to say that even though they are suppose to be erotic they're REALLY good. My favorite picture is one of this vampire woman laying against a mirror... she's holding a skull and it has a kiss mark on it... so cute >w<! I also drew some naked women;; Some of them came out really cute and others... they just plain sucked... ._.;
Anyways I'm back home after my miserable failure at Cedar Point. But you should really go to the park.. oh man I rode the Raptor and the only thing I said was 'I wanna ride it again!'

thats right a long 4 years of high school has ended for me tonight with my graduation.
From now on I will be living in the real world which means CEDAR POINT FOR THE SUMMER!
A job, and after that follows college so with everything going on I doubt I'll have time to actually draw something decent. The worst part is I don't think they have a scanner down there so everything I post will be purely digital unless they magically have scanners there in which case I'll be extremely happy.

The graduation ceremony made me tear up at the end because we all stood up turned to the crowd and moved our tassles to the right (( Which I guess means we're officially graduated )). Everyone applauded and cheered and I almost broke into tears because of the feeling of appreciation that I actually did something worth while. Although I wouldn't have been able to do it without a very close friend of mine. She's not on DeviantArt but she has helped me throughout my senior year by pushing me to actually do my homework and get stuff done.

I'd also like to thank the iAnti crew because for a while they gave me a reason to go through the day of school with a smile on my face.

And now on a less serious note our speaker was hilarious! O: I didn't believe it that someone could deliver a speech with such humor... I also believe he goes to 4chan because he was like 'and last week, in fact it was a Wednesday, we all collected Pokemon cards' and the 4chan meme for this is 'Last Wednesday' which I found funny beyond all belief while others looked at me like I was crazy.

I also dreaded that I'd see my boyfriend's ex girlfriend, Aja, because she calls me a whore and betrayer when her boyfriend broke up with her and decided to go out with me. I was calm about it and continued being nice to her like asking how her day was and complimenting her on her looks and the only thing she said to me was 'fuck off.' So I leave her alone for a while and what does she do? On the last day of school she sends me MySpace messages furthering the fight and when I reply in a calm manner she messages me back with more hate saying 'leave me the fuck alone' when she started it and then deletes me off her friend list so that she doesn't have to deal with me.
Although one of my friends said that when someone says 'leave me alone' it means that you won. Which I thought about and figured it to be true cause now she hasn't said anything about me since. Although I do want to get back at her sometime... don't know when but I want to.
I'm a done ranting now... >3<